... as I might lose the Tuatha'an :'(

Why / how would you lose them?

apparently I'm not the Mahdi even if I was the only original and not new tinker left when William Sedai stepped down and if they hold applications to appoint a real one and find I'm the only active member, then they'd shut it down since no activity = useless :'(

That's... no good : /

 

Good luck dear, I hope it'll turn out well!

so I like totally had a visitor yesterday after I posted this! :o I was so happy I nearly cried again, lol. then Ferathil suprised me and posted wanting to join and when I saw that he told me he genuinely did want to join as the idea of a DG for discussions intrigued him! I did cry at this point, lol. and Meesh is a visitor! now if I can get mcs back from the dead (not responding to me on msn) and some of the older members back I might stand a chance!