But it would still be so fun...

Also a lot of very hard work.

But I would make some great relationships.

You kind of have to for that path...

It'd be good for confidence once I got good though.

It would just take a lot of very hard work and practice to get there.

I wonder how my parents will react to this plan of mine...

Probably not well...

But that is irrelevant.

I have always wanted to be in the circus and I want to try out my dream.

To some extent.

That is why I would take the one hour drive there and back to go to the 55 minute lessons.

Lot of gas money...

But I want to do circus stuff gosh darn it!

Really really want to!

So I plan on these lessons if I get in in time.

I also need to find a job though...

Preferably night shift.

Since I am nocturnal.

And I need my license.

We have a government now, but the people I depend on to drive to a test have not yet bothered.

But someday...

Someday SOON

I will get these things so I can move on with my life.

Which will be great.