Lay it where Childhood's dreams are twined

In Memory's mystic band,

Like pilgrim's withered wreath of flowers

Pluck'd in a far-off land.

banana

I wanted to like put together images of outfits I'd wear but I'm having a hard time finding images of stuff that i wouldn't have to heavily photoshop to make a collage

like i found a top i'd wear but then the image that's large enough to use is of a woman wearing it and she's got a huge dangly necklace and stuff and it's like...no i can't use that picture

and then i found a picture of it without it being on a person or a mannequin but it's way too small to use so i gave up after that

i don't know how people make outfit collage-thingies

also i had an absolutely divine dinner

mom had made some cornmeal pancake mix so i made two smallish pancakes and put some mozzarella cheese on them (that's all we have rn haha) and then I fried some eggs and put them in the middle and put mayo on one of the pancakes and basically had a sandwich

used to do that with toast and american cheese

but i haven't had a real sandwich in sooooo looooong so even having different ingredients was like YUMMM

A total splurge, but I think I can finally put that I've lost a pound since I started counting down till next June

So I don't feel as bad because my really lazy efforts at keeping healthy have payed off haha

I did finally start exercising the other day so hopefully things will go faster now but yeah my normal method of health is just kind of move around when I think of it and I eat like a bazillion times a day but the only time I really eat a lot of food is at dinner so basically I'm keeping my metabolism up

I also am doing better at remembering to take my medicine when I'm supposed to so having my thyroid..oh i just...oh....i'd been having a really really hard time sleeping recently and my neck was kinda sore to the touch and I was extra hyper and stuff and mom thought it was one of those hyperactive thyroid things that happens with hashimoto's sometimes and...maybe that's why I've lost a pound haha

or like maybe that helped anyway

i mean my weight fluctuates obviously but it's kinda generally been sinking downwards and it was low enough today that yeah I figure i can count it as a pound lost

That's exciting. Now I just need to be able to write an amount next to the "$ saved" part of my white board oops

Speaking of which I do really need to finish that headband so excuse me

I have never been in their house nor have I ever met their pets

 

well this shall be interesting

and it was

prolly can't stop by tomorrow bc i have plans in the evening and that's when the lady gets off work

yes plans actual plans real live social plans

me

i have plans

me

but on friday during the day i can stop by and meet the pets before the family leaves