cos i'm just a teenage dirtbag, baby

wow, it's been entirely too long since i've listened to bohemian rhapsody

i'm a terrible person

i'm so tired, maybe i should do all my baking tomorrow. probably a solid plan.

i need to find my earbuds

i can't find themmmmmm

horrible thought: matthew was home for a little bit last night and he was in my room

he never buys his own earbuds

frick what if he stole them

just like he stole my piggy bank however many months ago

da  mitt

what a frekaing

i can't

after everythign hes'e done

afte rall the resentment i hold toward him

i was NICE to  him and tried to spend tiem with him

and he has to steal from me

you don't

i jdjust

ic an't even form choeherent thotughs right now

i just want to cry and punch him in the face

i actually mean that

hasnt' he done enough to our family

i jsutkl ic a'tne

i was so glad they kicked him out and i just wish they wouldn't let him come back at all