Nailea, That's just so not fair. That is a long time to be apart as well. I really feel for you. *huggles*

I hope you some news soon so you can get your life back on track.

We're burying my grandmother today and I just wish the day could go really really fast.

I've had this wonderful boyfriend for a good while now. We lived together, and we were moving to Atlanta when I got back from Basic Training in August, and eventually getting engaged and married... I've planned my entire life and career around this boy. I even quit school this semester, because I hate going to class and therefore my GPA sucks... So it's too low to transfer, and since we were moving anyways, there was just no point in being in school and stressing out when I needed to be getting ready for training. So now I'm a lovely college drop-out, and therefore gave up being an officer in the military instead of regular enlisted...

 

Said boy has been in Florida for a couple of weeks. He got home tonight and promptly broke up with me, because apparently while he does love me, he also still loves his ex-girlfriend. (Who lives elsewhere and is engaged now, so, uh...) I'm totally and completely lost right now. I don't know what to do with my life anymore, and I'm lonely and confused, and... yeah. It'd help if I'd seen it coming... but we were absolutely wonderful. This was seriously out of NOWHERE.

 

Bleh. I'm just lost.

Hugs to everyone...things look bleak now but they will get better. :)

 

 

*Hugs and snuggles Arya, Nailea and Maria*

*brings some feel good brownies* Take 2 of these and call me in the morning ;)

 

Hmm, my day today isn't awful but the lame thing is that I wanted to visit one of my friends. She's going back to Thailand next week so I want to spend as much time as possible with her. The landlord called and said he was coming over with someone to fix our water gauges so I stayed home at his request. They never showed up, so they wasted my day.

 

And I had an allergic reaction to something I ate so my lip is in a weird way and burns sometimes.

Today the pollen count is the highest its been in 8 years. 125 is considered "high". Atlanta's count today is 5900. There's a sickly yellow crust covering everything outdoors. My lungs itch. My eyes water in the afternoons and my students keep asking me why I'm crying.

 

I cannot wait to get to the desert tomorow. I know my pain is negliable compared to Nailea and Arya (I love you guys), but I need to gripe too.

My sympathies Mother, I get Hayfever too, though the severity varies from year to year....but a pollen count of 5900???? I'd just die!

 

*hugs*

*snuggles everyone*

So today I had to say "No one is leaving this room until (girl) gets her gum back, or the principal comes up here to see why none of you went home today." to the seventh grade.

 

This is AFTER they are all sitting on the floor for a week, because they were trading shoes under the tables. And its AFTER I've told them there will be no more bathroom breaks during my class. And its AFTER I've stopped a lesson and told them to read silently because I asked them ever so nicely to stop whistling and they continued to whistle.

 

Oh and remember the high pollen count? We had a FIRE DRILL this morning, so I had to go stand on the field with my class. By the time we got back inside, I was choking on my own phlegm and my eyes were streaming. My poor sixth grade thought I was going to die.

 

Tomorrow is early dismissal. YAY!

Tough crowd you got there Kath.

Hey, pollen is pretty painful too. I walked outside a couple of days ago when the pollen madness started, and my neighbors laughed at me because I started sneezing the second I got outside. Ugh.

I was not offered a contract for next school year. I am at home right now crying and working on my resume.

People suck so hard. Seriously. *huggles Jenn*

Aawww! Hun!!

 

*snuggles mumsie* thats so awful! :cry:

 

*huggles some more*

*hugs everyone*

*double hugs Maria, Arya, and mother*

*hugs Kath* Ohh I'm so sorry... Does that mean definitely no?

Yup. I will not be employed after my current contract runs out, if I don't find another one.

*snugglesmooches Mumsy* you'll get something. Don't worry. Aren't they always saying that there's not enough teachers in the States? At least that's what they say here on the tele.

:( *hugs more*

 

Yeah, Myst, I think that's true and I'm sure she could get a job very easily cuz she's awesome, but she really likes this school (I think)...

Well, I DID.

*Hugs mumsie*, that is not fair...I hope you find another place real soon

Aww, that sucks, Kathana. It's their loss, but it's too bad that it makes more bother for you. *frowns*

 

My day sucked because belligerant customers were persistant in trying to scam a book from us.

I was not offered a contract for next school year. I am at home right now crying and working on my resume.

 

Are they f-ing insane?! You're probably the best teacher at that school. Life is so unfair! :evil:

People are SO stupid Kath!

 

*hugs*

*Tacklesnuggles Mother*

 

I agree completely with what Nia said. We're sending warm and fluffy thoughts your way!