And when I did get on, it was just...meh... Too much energy when the people you enjoy spending time with aren't around.

Plus, I was still technically Fiddlesticks Mod, and that was more responsibility than I felt up to, anymore.

So that was another reason I avoided coming back. Coming back meant responsibility. And none of the old Fiddles crowd was around, and it was hardly posted in for a while because there were a few users who...most people didn't like...to put it nicely...and they terrorized the place.

yeah. you get attached to the humans and then it sucks when they aren't around.

They're gone now, though, and reyler's back and took over as Fiddles mod, so that's good, I could come back with no weight of responsibility hanging over me.

Ha, I agree, Cindy.

But then I tentatively came back, and...it was different. Different from before.

Part of it was the people. Part of it was the organization and whatnot. Part of it was me.

It's taken some getting used to.

There are some really good things that have happened to me since coming back.

Sometimes I just want to go away and just forget about this place...

It gets really really really stressful for me sometimes.

And like, I'm just here because I enjoy the social interaction, but it doesn't always work out enjoyably.

But when it gets stressful, I always remind myself of the reason I stayed back, when I came back.

And what keeps me here, even when I'd rather just get my social fix elsewhere, however difficult that may be.

So I can't go away, not yet.

*gets whiplash*

 

Owwwyowweee!

 

O.o

o.O

Someday, I will be able to.

*gets whiplash*

 

Owwwyowweee!

 

O.o

o.O

*Heals Nya's neck and shoulders*

 

Was that fun?

...you were right mmeesh.*wince*

someday it won't be here and we won't have to worry about it

thanks!

funfun!

 

 

 

 

 

...not doing it again tho! :P

Good idea.

 

Maybe you can bungee jump to a ledge, though!

Just a short bungee cord.

Or we can cover the floor in bubble-wrap, and have a stomping fest.