So no music.

Which could have distracted me for a while.

Distractions are so hard to come by.

Just boredom and more boredom

filled with misery.

Depressed frog will leave now.

Before bad mood becomes contagious.

Bye.....

afternoon rawr

rawr again

sad and alone re terrible but not your fault or responsibility. appreciate the cat puke support and the company tho I was tring to sleep then I wasn't succeeding.

 

stepping in crap is good luck but stepping in puke is a disgusting inconvenience with no advantages at all.

 

plus I have to go to work and leave at least one of the cats here sick... maybe they're both sick.

 

I told them it wasn't a good idea to cuddle.

 

but they thought sad and alone was worse. and they're usually right about that.

 

crap. Monday.

 

didn't manage to feel ok very long but I'm happy for a not awful weekend for a little change anyway.

 

hi smiley.

bad moods are contagious but I think you got this one fromme.

Cat puke support should be a name of a rock band

 

Don't be sad! It serves no purpose.

I know

feel free to use it or sell it as you see fit.

 

very little is of any purpose. I admire the ability to turn happy and sad on and off like water but I don't share it.

 

mood will swing back. and eventually even out a bit.

 

but I'd rather be happy once in a while and pay for it this way than stable and dead level... really dead level... which is the other option.

 

um.... I should probably not post morose but any post is a post... and I get graphomanic on the downswing.

 

and that's too long. don't read.

Edited January 9, 201214 yr by cindy

surely someone has a different mental illness to post about?

 

I have to get ready for work anyway.

oh, and yay Monday no supervisor. so there's that.

Yeah, I agree. I also can't turn it on or off.

what's really frustrating is when people who can seem to think everyone can and you just enjoy being miserable.

 

cause it's so frakking awesome to feel like crap.

 

but we all get our own crap to deal with so...

 

um yeah

 

hope you get more upswing than downswing anyway. it probably all evens out in the end

ah... actually swung back real fast.

 

rapid cycling is fun

 

so shiny morning lol...

again it comes, rawr

rawr!

SHOUTING!

MOAR

YES!

 

it's a good day to be alive

they all are, just sometimes it's easier to feel it.