ok, gotta settle down a bit and do some stuff... let it get too happy and it dips later.

 

just gonna coast right here in the sweet spot as long as i can.

wouldn't it be cool if it didn't dip at all. can't imagine what it would take... but it's nice now anyway.

yay happiness

Bye.....

 

 

*HUGS!*

yay happiness

 

 

yay!

 

yay for every little scrap of it.

 

and yay for everything else too.

 

cause how would i know i was happy if i was never...

 

yay!

HUGS? So you are better, that is good

i am bipolar.... dont usually cycle moods this fast... used to be a depression would last years... but eventually...

 

maybe this isn't the same as that. hard to do a mnetal status exam on yourself.

 

yes, better than this morning definitely. and better than the middle of the night. and better than right after having to re-clean everything and take another shower and worry about the cats and..

 

um.

 

yes.

 

good.

 

trying to work... will succeed eventually... high hopes and all.

 

i'd have posted it's a good day for being alive as well as high hopes if either of the computers im using would let me but they wont or i cant figure out how...

 

um.

 

better.

 

YAY.

lol. exactly.

i am bipolar.... dont usually cycle moods this fast... used to be a depression would last years... but eventually...

 

maybe this isn't the same as that. hard to do a mnetal status exam on yourself.

 

yes, better than this morning definitely. and better than the middle of the night. and better than right after having to re-clean everything and take another shower and worry about the cats and..

 

um.

 

yes.

 

good.

 

trying to work... will succeed eventually... high hopes and all.

 

i'd have posted it's a good day for being alive as well as high hopes if either of the computers im using would let me but they wont or i cant figure out how...

 

um.

 

better.

 

YAY.

 

better than being melancholy

is melancholy what they call depression there? i am primarily, but not as bad as most, and not nearly as bad as i was when i was young.

 

they used to call it that here, so i think it's the same thing. lot of gradations of severity.

 

i blame the taint...

is melancholy what they call depression there? i am primarily, but not as bad as most, and not nearly as bad as i was when i was young.

 

they used to call it that here, so i think it's the same thing. lot of gradations of severity.

 

i blame the taint...

 

no that's still depression, melancholy doesn't sound as medically serious

words words words.

 

meh. there's way worse things to have and we'll get most of them eventually.

 

still a good day.

 

working and actually getting things done. yay.

i blame the taint...

 

don't we all

I blame seaweed. And cushions.

why would you blame cushions? You don't want to turn them against you

sounds very spongebobby

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