my feelings about adult humans are not the same as my feelings about children and non humans. these are relievers of anxiety for the most part, to me.

Do you accept hugs from small children when they attack your leg?

 

Oooooooo I'm gonna get a lot of those at the nursery tomorrow.... My mom says they've missed me :) love those kids

i'm comfortable hugging unrelated children until they're like 7 - 8 ish, when they'r not comfortable with it anymore. related children i hug as long as we'rd related. and that would pretty much just be my baby sister.

I wonder if I'm more open with hugs because I grew up in a huge family.... My dad's the oldest of 7 and my mom's the youngest of 8 so I literally have 30-something cousins plus my siblings

only child for 20 years in a family with some bad touch going on. not with me, but i saw it. so, yeah. i'm sure it doesn't warm me to the whole hug fest deal.

My sister moved out when I was 9. So I have basically been an only child.

that most would make any touch less friendly to you.

 

So if someone wants to offer you comfort, should they just say they're sorry/sympathize verbally and make you brownies then?

they should prolly just give me space. i get over stuff in my head.

*Note to self, if cindy ever seems upset, keep distance but send brownies*

nah, don't send brownies, i do enough damage on my own :)

i think im break ley's one day record today if i don't stop soon. and we're gonna hit 8000 soon here, too. yikes.

which record? Most posts in one day?

yeah, i think he said he was at 400 and right now, one sec.

 

cindy 321 24.23%

 

so... long day's journey into night. sigh.

 

and this'll be 322

I don't even keep track :P

i never did until i clicked there one day and realized i was top poster like every day. it is sad. but it is.

Very involved on a social site for someone who doesn't like socializing

this isn't socializing. it's typing.

 

and, sorry, i now you're real people, but most of you, for me, are... well, like voices in my head. imaginary friends unless i know you very well.

 

it's not the same as being with actual physical humans in front of me.

 

and also, i am dying of boredom. so.

I am now a voice in cindy's head. Interesting. You get to know people on here well? :P

 

sounds like you need a new hobby besides cooking and cat raising

.... pot calling kettle black, ya.

I read and play broomball and watch movies and don't consider myself to be :dying of boredom" :P

give it a few decades, ya.

 

enough confrontation and inapplicable advice. leave an old woman to her delusions please.

sowwy

s'alright. i need some quiet and silly brain time now. you go play :)

play... that requires a game..... hmm....

 

Bleh. Only rice for dinner. Oh well

Edited October 9, 201113 yr by Aiel Heart

Hmm. I'm tempted to start ramble posting like Froggy