it's the endless lsiting and frenzied searching for activity that's forced. or seems to be.

 

it something's working, from what i recall, you just kinda do what's fun without looking up lists like this.

It's rare the person who knows everything there is to do on the internet.... I don't know anyone who has an internal list off the top of their head for every situation ever...that never runs dry....

 

I dunno--I don't believe at all in the idea that relationships shouldn't ever require effort. I think people who believe that are setting themselves up for failure.

 

And it's not "endless listing and frenzied searching for activity..." Dunno where you get that. It's a list that's been compiled over years of things people have suggested, from experience, that are fun to do with someone who's not right there. I'm just going through it, because I started looking at it and I got sucked in. XD

 

Mom's probably going to kick me off the internet soon, though. She's mad at me. So I'm done listing for now, I guess.

Oh, good, maybe not. I do have exams to take soon, after all...

But she's still mad at me.

WOOOHOOO!!! I'm in a really great mood!!! *runs through the thread*

Gone back to that whole "making generalizations" thing that pissed me off so much when I was younger...

Yay! How come?

I <3 my friends!

Friends are awesome...

Making up a quiz right now...

It's harder than it sounds...because I am not full of originality. >.>

Yay for randomness...maybe I'll put some serious, factual questions in there, too!

That was depressingly short. XD

Hmmm...trying to decide if I should stay here and talk to myself in an effort to alleviate the loneliness, or just do my assignments and go curl up in a ball somewhere.

The answer is whichever is more emotionally productive.

If I keep posting...it's not much different from just letting thoughts running through my head...but it feels like I'm actually doing something.

Instead of being immobilized or something....

Aaahhhh, that's so tempting...can't let that happen....

Don't give up, don't let this cripple you, not at all...

Deep breathing...

It's okay....

It won't always be like this.

It's okay....

They don't really all hate you...promise....

It's just a feeling; it will pass.

You'll be fine.