but i'll take 47 K for now.

 

what are you doing asking about points in the BT?

 

have you read any of your own threads?

 

there's no point to anything.

.... ok that was a big boom. louder than any of the guns i know and very close. louder than any of the firecracker cherry bomb things we get... i has a scared.

and youve all abandoned me but thats ok you couldnt get here in time to do anything anyway... im sure it was nothing... no more booms. or if it was... it was a one shot deal... locking the door just in case.

neighbors kid is home from jail again and thats never good and they have more guns than i know about for sure...

why would I read things I post? I posted them... >.> and if I didn't post them, well then we have a problem...

ok

*back*

 

Sorting uni stuff. Pfft

possibly the best time of your life coming up. wish id known that at the time.

Coming up :)

 

Now its just stressful

itll be over soon.

 

not the stress, just this particular stress.

*curls temporarily in a hole*

make it a comfy one. you'll need it again.

 

i have to rebuild my happy place. it's showing a lot of stress fractures.

*yoinks a couple of pillows and a blanket*

i built my last one out of books and DVDs mainly. and other people's kids. but i'm too distracted for books and movies and the kids have lives.

 

have to think of something more durable.

My head is killing me.

try aspirin. even baby aspirin works really well for headaches. works better than my prescription meds. and way better than ibuprofen or tylenol.

i don't have a headache but i'm very grrrrrrrrr.... and the meds are not helping. i can tell because the purring of kitties is annoying me to the point of screaming and that ....

 

 

i could probably find the last time i posted that just by the date.

i want to kick something right now. but there's nothing i could kick fairly that wouldn't really hurt to kick.

 

crap.

 

hate this.

thre really aren't enough emoticons here.

 

and there are also too many.

 

and this guys too cheerful.

 

that's how i would feel if there was something i could kick...

but that's not really it. it's not angry it's anxious. and a bit manic. mix those wo it's like tequila without the lovely tongues of fire reaching out from your belly to ...

 

nvm.