I'm justgonna stop thinking coherently for tonight

they didnt care. she had to go to work to support me.

ok

i;m going to get more stressed out and anxious and crazed as the night wears on.

no... just got the bad news. can max out on the anxiety right now. i knew this was.. crap.

I'm already too stressed and anxious but I can't do anything cos it's morning and I hate feeling like this so I am going to sleep and wake up and feel better.

 

Not that telling myself that will make it work. But I'll try.

 

*quits being miserable*

 

I hope you feel better soon

no... just got the bad news. can max out on the anxiety right now. i knew this was.. crap.

Oh dear . Slow posting.

 

Are you ok?

its my sister

i'm ok. she's ok. just unhappy. it'll be ok.

sorry, that was mom on the phone. id called two days ago noone was calling back, so i kind of figured there was bad news, and that was it, and now i know why i was... um, anyway.

 

spam.

Ok is good :)

id delete this but... just spam it away

Ok is better than lots of things

ok is good

Ok

there are way worse things

Spam

Spam

ok. life is good.

Spam

Spam is good

Spam

here's a funny blessing. baruch atah adonai eloheinu melech haolam dayyan ha'emet.

 

amen.

Spam

spams the best