spam for sorrow

spam for joy

I am having a super-weird-interesting experience right now....

spam for girls

and spam for boys

spam for silver

spam for gold

spam for a secret

never to be told

spam for your wasted life

of which you should be ashamed

spam for change

I am chatting with DSage (Toy and Minion) on MSN at the moment....

change, change, change

He hasn't been on DM since what, March?

And I thought it would be uber-awkward, all things considered.

wow. say hi for me. tell him how far his thread's come.

why would it be awkward? what things considered?

I sure will.

Oh, we were like really good friends a few years back, we dated for a while, had a...less than fun breakup...haven't talked really for a while. Things were really awkward for a while after the breakup, we stopped being friends after that, too.

you'll have that. the only exes i can be friends with are the ones i didn't really care about that much.

we're gonna make it to 20 this weekend if it's as lonely and depressing as i anticipate for the holiday.

well, i am anyway.

i'm guessing i'm gonna hit the bukowski pretty hard.

hate holidays.